sick and tired~

Hi ! hello everyone~ long time no blog already~ i got a lot to blog about , a lot of photos to share with all of u too~

went for malcom, junlong and some of my fren's SGT POP ~ just feel so proud to see u guys standing there~ its an achievement for them~ makes me feel more like going in NS~ anyway i am going in on the 4th of may~ which also happens to be my friend's birthday~ luckily enough, it falls after my birthday, unluckily enough, it falls before a date so important even more important than my own birthday~ we got a situation man~ i really hope to enlist a few days later~ i got very important things to do~

when times are bad, it makes us realize a lot of things that we should have realize long ago. just a few days ago i went down to NTUC to do a bit of shopping for my mum~ i saw that the ' white chrysanthemum ' tea was on offer $2 for 6packets~ whereas the lemon tea and green tea was $2.30 for 6packets~ my mum know i dun like to drink 'white chrysanthemum' tea and bought the lemon/green tea for me~ thats very nice~ sometimes its not the big issues that really have an impact, its just the small little things that makes u so touched and grateful~ thanks mum =)

when times are bad, its when we really grow. i just went for a jog just now~ it feels so damn good~ perhaps some of u already used this method when life isnt going smooth~ its really an excellent way to channel all that rage into something constructive~ it really makes me grit my teeth and chiong~ nice~ it makes me feel that i have suppressed all the f-up things~ it makes me feel that i can wake up the next day and stomp testicles

negativity is a very self-destructing form of energy~ do everything to suppress it~ overcome it or put it in good use~ i really dun like 2011~ it isnt a good year to me at all~ but what can i do? i can only live through it~ cant wait for 2012 to come~ they say life is a game of choices , well sometimes i think that theres only left with 1 option and u have no choice but to choose it~ fcking hate this ' up creek without paddle ' feeling~

just by finishing the above 2 paragraphs makes me want to explode again~ i really really really damn pek chek with everything now~ i feel that i am even worse than women on their period now~ so sorry because every dog has its day~ i am really that dog right now~ not the pathetic kind but the kind that would bite and never let go if any idiots were to cross the line right now~ rawr~ seriously i am so pek chek now~ can u feel it ? its consuming my soul roar rawr gaga ! i suddenly got feel to buy a punching bag so can i ' tyson combo ' the bag again and again~ nobody can understand how i feel right now~ !!!!!!!!!!

pain is temporarily. and so is happiness~ in fact everything is temporarily~ thats why life is full of ups and down~ thats what makes life worth living~ thats what this shit is all about~

"Give them nothing! But take from them everything! " King Leonidas

"Rise and rise again until lambs becomes lions" Robin Hood

anyway i would like to take this chance to send my thoughts and prayers for the people in japan~ i hope the casualties will be kept as minimal as possible~

i am going to sleep~ good nights~

BRB i go bathe~